Sorry guys, I need a rant.

You want me to be family orientated and yet every effing time we do something as a family, I’m ALWAYS the one that ends up brig the odd number. I’m sick of it. None of you actually care about things I wanna do. I’m actually really depressed by today. It’s show me just how much I’m not a part of this family and how none of you make the bloody effort to fix that. It’s no wonder I hate family. My boyfriends family treats me with better respect then any of you ever do and they’ve only know me for six months!
I’m not putting in anymore effort at all any more. You want me to be a part of this, then you can do things around me.